i lost mine. i need to get a new one.. a new plan. it's been awhile since I blogged haha... been contemplating whether i should or should not switch over to tumblr. I have decided to keep this blog going and perhaps, just play with tumblr. i dont know why i am so reluctant to give tumblr a try. it's strange - the idea in my head of having 2 blogs is too much to handle haha!! that's ludicrous, i know. thank you. i've always been one to hang onto things.. for too long.. i think the correct term is: stubborn. i am finished pmsing so why am i feeling moody? why do i feel restless? why do i feel like i haven't accomplished anything? why do i feel like i've lost myself.. like i went astray on the map and ended up in a place where i dont think i like very much? stranded, kind of, frustrated and having some kind of pent up anger in me.. anger that is only directed onto myself. i am the only one that i blame for getting lost. i had clear directions but i decided to stray from the written directions. now i am left here, feeling bitter and restless..
i need to look carefully again at this road map and find my way again.. enough with self pity pauline. you got yourself here. now you figure out a way to get up again and get going.
hahha...
anyway that is it. see you all when i feel like blogging again.
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