I hate food. I just hate it and I hate being on a budget. I bought some saucony shoes today I dont know how I will like them on the treadmill but they were 20% off. I can return them if they don't work with me. I need to return my waterbottle I bought because I have one at home. Yeah... I am waiting for school to start so I can hit the gym; use my uofa recreational pass- class starts at 9 so I was thinking of waking up at 6ish eating breakfast and then get to school around 8 and workout for 1 hr before class. 10% working out 10% genetics and 80% nutrition=optimal toning and weight loss Tosca Reno.

I despise that my brother calls me a hippopotamus and calls me obese.

I'm tired and I hope I sell my car tomorrow!

P.S. America sucks for health care you know? SUCKS.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=czk_Pne-rgQ&feature=related haha

As of today, the blog will be devoted to helping me cope with the stress I am feeling getting back into shape. Hahaha!! So today I woke up and layed in bed for more than 30 minutes. Big boo hoo because I was supposed to eating within half an hour of waking - don't worry; this will happen when school starts pauline. Or it better anyway.

My goals -
- toned body via lifting weights
- eat healthy ( small clean meals Thank you Tosca Reno from "The Eat Clean Diet" - fantastic book!)
- Learn how to kick ass MMA action!! Kickboxing @ Frank Lee's MWF.
- Hot Yoga at least once a week
- Look good for October wedding (lose 5 lbs)

I need new running shoes. I have recently discoverd that I have a high arch so I need to buy a neutral extra cushioning shoe. www.runningshoesexpert.com
I also need a monitoring watch.

Alright let's get started!!

Time to Reinvent

Time to change my ways like how the colors on the green leaves change into crimson.

I love fall colors. I love fall.

haha i missed hot yoga. had a good class today but im still pissed at the anal face.

likes brenda's song

KICKBOXING :):)

you have the choice to fucking change things

consider you the fucking one person i hate in this world.
little fucking hypocritical , no ethics, fucking son of bitch
GO FUCK YOURSELF
you deserve to die alone conceited son of bitch
you deserve to die period.

FUCKING . MAN THERE ARE NO WORDS FOR YOUR FUCKING ARROGANCE. GO FUCK YOURSELF.
and while you're at that- why don't you get a life and stop wrecking mine.
FUCKER.

as of right now. i fucking have no existent brother. FUCKING BITCH YOU CARES ONLY FOR HIMSELF. fuck im so over helping you. FUCKING HOE.
i will literally take the gun and shoot you to spare humanity of your fucked up ness

FUCK YOURSELF. BITCH.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=899a8WlVpNk&feature=av2e

but you can have all that's left... what's left of me

i don't know anymore

They think they know me but how can they know me i'm getting to know myself
I'm finally ready to be somebody
with a story to tell

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XWruUnf1LGg

so let me live my own life.

bumble bee

makes me sleep... mmmmm.. i'm so sleepy

my toes are getting cold and i wear a sweater in the house

peash

dear kyle

tell him

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UWKP1SwHVqI

love,
pauline

i am here to stay.

god forsaken parents.

being a human is way too complex

let's just all walk into the green of the quiet forest

sigh

breathe in and breathe out

giggles

got to start working out ha.

got to start working out ha.

loves eric lac