i always found it strange that people could go from lovers to the worse enemies. I would ask myself - how does that even work.. sharing the happiest memories together.. and then all of a sudden.. i dont want to even see or hear from you anymore. sigmund freud's Doctrine of Opposites - two things that are totally opposite from each other sometimes turns out have the most relevance to each other - such as love and hate. i find it especially sad. but life goes on. life goes on.

life goes on

case study #2 the v line

brandon: want to see my v line?

pauline: might as well show me your penis

who asks people if they want to see their v lines?

my apologies

hahaha.. my british bosses are the cutest.. them and them british accents.. so nice so nice hahah..

i get called honey darling babe and my favourite poo line :-D anyway i am working for them next summer to expand the northern alberta's campaign! they told me i should disregard medicine and come work for them! hahahah.. they took me out to lunch today :-) i had a pleasant day! oh! and i wore my formal looking dress to the office today weeeeeeee!! wanted to dance around

hope you all had a good friday

what is british for fuck you?

i hate when my parents are narrow minded.

welcome to the 21st CENTURY!!!!

midnight snack

bumble bee: "haha oh lordy she bought me blackberry cabernet sorbet like legit haagen dazs stuff and it is so very good...i wish i could send some through the phone heh"

YEAH YOU BETTER WISH BECAUSE I WANTED ICE CREAM SINCE.. all day actually.. something fruity ya dig?

love you my sweet honeybee :- )

life

In life we all have an unspeakable secret, an irreversible regret, an unreachable dream and an unforgettable love.
Life isn’t about waiting for the storm to pass. It’s about dancing in the rain..!”
You are what you say you are, and no one can take that away from you
I’m the author of my life; unfortunately, I’m writing in pen and can’t erase my mistakes…
In life, everyone can save somebody, no one can save everybody, and there is always someone that no one can save, even from themselves.

all great quotes about life

i have come to the point in my life where I think I am responsible enough to know what I want and what I am willing to achieve. So why don't my parents think so? is it so hard to wrap your head around the notion that I am a person and not your puppet? Yes, you have supported me throughout my whole life and you know what? I am forever and forever appreciative and I will never deny that you 2 are good parents. now look back and can you tell me what exactly I did wrong during the whole time.. where did i disappoint you? where did I fail? where did I make a irresponsible choices? if you can tell me what i did wrong this whole time - then just maybe you have a legit reason to be mad at me. or maybe you 2 should stop being ignorant and open your eyes. if i make a mistake, then i will get back up but you have to at least let me live my own life. I KNOW WHO I AM AND I KNOW WHERE I WANT TO BE IN LIFE. I am not your puppet anymore and you cant keep controlling me.

jesus christ. let me grow up

your kiss

your kiss and your squeals of joy.. your inviting giggle.. the way your eyes light up when you see me..
your sweet voice that calls my name.. the way you hold my hand... the way you smile...

love you guys

ronin,jodie,megan, mai lee

xo

road map

i lost mine. i need to get a new one.. a new plan. it's been awhile since I blogged haha... been contemplating whether i should or should not switch over to tumblr. I have decided to keep this blog going and perhaps, just play with tumblr. i dont know why i am so reluctant to give tumblr a try. it's strange - the idea in my head of having 2 blogs is too much to handle haha!! that's ludicrous, i know. thank you. i've always been one to hang onto things.. for too long.. i think the correct term is: stubborn. i am finished pmsing so why am i feeling moody? why do i feel restless? why do i feel like i haven't accomplished anything? why do i feel like i've lost myself.. like i went astray on the map and ended up in a place where i dont think i like very much? stranded, kind of, frustrated and having some kind of pent up anger in me.. anger that is only directed onto myself. i am the only one that i blame for getting lost. i had clear directions but i decided to stray from the written directions. now i am left here, feeling bitter and restless..

i need to look carefully again at this road map and find my way again.. enough with self pity pauline. you got yourself here. now you figure out a way to get up again and get going.

hahha...

anyway that is it. see you all when i feel like blogging again.