i dont know what kind of fucker you have become
but i really dont want to associate myself with you anymore

fuck family - when they fucking engrave negative internalization for you to live with. you dont want anything to do with them.

learn how to fucking respect people because right now i'm done with this power struggle - whatever your psychological games are . take them and shove it up your ass - taste your own medicine bitch.

FUCK YOU ALL.

catch up

so jenn decided to walk with me to ESB from ETLC. i dont know that really made my day haha it was a short sweet walk with lots of talking. anyway, thanks J!

p.s. goodluck on that 'dinner' he he

UOFA GYM

gotta sweat sweat sweat... sweat

ahha sweat...

theres no pain... theres no pain... thats what i kept saying when i was cramping like a beetch :P
cause really
theres no pain because... theres no concrete evidence that there is pain. strip yourself of your corpse, namely your body, and bam what is pain? can you imagine it? pure pain? no
there is no pain.
therefore i am in no pain

i think there i am
philosopher pauline ponderings

QUACK. :D

thanks B

endorphins+breathing+ things will get better= hope. peace. love.

infinity band.

theres nothing that can make me smile.

nothing.

check this out http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tzJlgFwQkdA&feature=related

funny how i just want to shut everyone out now yeah anyway...

yeah.

cya

PMS

go kick yourself in the vagina

feeling in my bones

i know this year is going to be great.that's why when im feeling down in the dumps.. i tell myself that this is your year pauline. no matter how cruddy life gets.. this is the year to live life. im going to try to maximize the profit i make at kumon since i have a pretty okay schedule on thursday and perhaps volunteer on a more productive day other than friday :P um.. i got everything in my belt to succeed in school now - i just have to apply my tools. i think im going to do well this semester :-) i will do well. i went boarding with the girls today and i had a good time. i finally got off the lift alone twice without epically falling!! hhahaha.. it was good i didnt even fall all that much! thanks joyce, sarah and twins for a marvellous time at rabbithill :-)

smile - cause today is the day to do it

megan

i love megan :-) she is a prettiest little girly ever
i love how you talk with your cute little baby girl voice
i love how you squeal and tug my hand
i love how you sit in my lap with my arms around you
i love when i kiss your cheek

i love you baby girl megan

carpe diem

seize the day 2011 is going o be a great year! i can really feel it in my bones for all the sheep zodiac peeps! i have to say i am extremely excited :-) im just in a good mood today.. the new year started out with a good start. i went to dim sum with my family today at a west end place called delicious delicious delicious! it was pretty good never bee there before then we went to wem for a bit ike literally half an hour before we decided that there was nothing to get. i wanted a polarid camera but my fam jam would never understand whatever for.. so ill just get that on my own perhaps maybe before school starts? ive been spending the big bucks lately hahah.. i want new glasses too.. no more contacts for pauline..i also want.. lol! want want want all i do is want. maybe i should not think about myself so much... yes.. okay.. im going to wake up tomorrow and clean my room. get the pile high laundry outta my room and write new year resolutions :-) then perhaps... then go work out with the famer jamers at oleary. um.. idk what else.. ahaha i want to watch black swan hahha.. mhm! its going to be a good year everyone! like i taught my cutie baby cousins put on your seatbelt! HERE WE COME 2011!! 2010 was a hard year but.. hey ive learned a lot about myself... and it was an important year too.. but this year... this year is going to be awesome..