stress is making me 19.
My birthday, I give thanks to the many people who have made my life, a happy one.
thanks to my family - thank you for making me laugh my stress away. I love you all. dad and mom, though u make me angry and upset - you have been the sun beneath the rain clouds. i love the sun because it makes me feel so damn good after a long day. my brother, who is no doubt the biggest asshole alive, i appreciate him because deep down, he is the person who understands me the most and underneath the degrading comments lies truth- he pushes me to strive for more (maybe it would be nicer if he didnt call me a moose or mule). jenn, brenda, joy, anito, & shirley - i cannot thank the world enough for great friends like you. jenn, i dont know man, without you i would be lost, always lending a helping hand. brenda, you always make me laugh, im always in a good mood when you're around. joy, you just are a joy - you make me feel like everything i do is not impossible! anito, hahah i dont know, you just make me feel like me or the person i want to be forever - down to earth. and shirley, hahaa just hahah you make me hahaha thanks for always being the accomplice to my absurd adventures.
there have been friends here and there that have made my life a moment to cherish and i thank you guys for that.
this has been a rough year and i have learned so much about myself, about people, about what i want in this life, about what is worth chasing after in life. i learned how to cry, to open up, to trust, to love, to forgive.
THanksgivin