mistakes that i will learn from

I feel lucky that I am apart of such a wonderful family that: puts food in my mouth, lets me sleep under a roof, lets me have a car, pays for my school tuition, lets me have so many opportunities to grow. I guess what I mean to say is that i owe you my life...

I guess that means you can yell at me in the morning and criticize every movement I make - yes, that is right mom, you can criticize how I comb my hair all wrong and how lazy as fuck I am. Every time you open your mouth, it's nothing good that comes out. Its always CRITICISM. and when i just nod and say mhm.. you fucking flip the fuck out and say that i dont listen to you and that i will regret this when im older.

brandon. you can fucking go fuck yourself. i don't have anything good to say about you. you're ugly inside and out.


dad, just because i like to make my own choices in life doesnt mean that im disobeying you. i know what i want in life - believe it. and maybe try treating me like your daughter again...

maybe im not perfect but i dont expect myself to be...
so im sorry for whatever i did wrong
love, pauline

cash > debit

why hello there! long time no chat! i just wanted to stop by and leave a bit of saving money wisdom.. or what i have discovered.

so im a girl that likes to use the debit.. big mistake..

saves you a lot to see the cash go from your hand to the next
its a psychological thing. use cash!

case study #3 lait

pauline: i still like the dairyland chocolate milk better

brandon: what? they all taste the same. they all come from chocolate cows

he meant it

until i laughed

lol fag

when im around the people i love most, everything is okay.

when im alone, all i can think about are the words that shouldnt have escaped my mouth

but one thing is for sure.

we're not ready... we tried.. but we're not ready..

so take the ring off... and dont promise me anything anymore

beaumaris lake

and smiles

the ducks


thank you

sometimes it lets you love
but sometimes it hurts instead

Adele- someone like you

bittersweet.. this would. taste.

feminism

as much as i love my aunt. i mean i think shes like a best friend to me ha- ha! she's cool. she's more of a friend to me than an aunt but whatever - that family connection makes her closer to me : -P she is so rah rah anti boy but sometimes it scares me hahaha.. its like after you find the right guy. you move in together. have kids. and life is over haha that is what she makes it sound like. i can understand how she might feel like that but its scary to think that she might be right.. hahah... ugh FEMINISM RAH RAH!!

and as much as i love my bee.. sometimes a girl gots to do what a girls gots do..

feel moody and there aint anything you can really do :-)

missing my butters and jams - hope there is still some sandwich love between u 2 because this peanut needs some sandwich time soon

toodles