its beautiful once the gray clouds move away

i love you sun

i dont even know who i am any more. it feels like im just floating in space.

its not fair.

ITS NOT FAIR.

sigh


FUCK IT. This is the time I have to be my strongest. where I fight head to head with the fucker. im not a measly fucking giveruper fuck. YOU KNOW WHAT FUCK YOU NEGATIVE FEELINGS OF SADNESS U FUCKING BITCH. U DONT FUCKING OWN MY LIFE. FUCK YOU ALL. IMMA FUCKING ROUND HOUSE BITTCHING PUNCH U IN THE FACE. AND KNOCK YOU OUT. NO MORE FEELING SORRY OR DWELLING ON THE PAST. THE PAST IS THE PAST. I CANT CHANGE SHIT. THINGS HAPPEN BUT LIFE MOVES ON. SO STOP FEELING SORRY FOR YOURSELF.


REINVENT.

crysleep.

MD

be strong honey be strong.

live. laugh. love.

fucking hates my laptop with a passion bitch

hahha.. one step at a time pauline one step at
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goodday

conversation with oneself

have i fallen into the trap that im accusing everyone of?
i think i have.
how do i feel about that?
i feel like a hypocrite and i feel stupid and weak
am i calling you weak?
no
how does it feel?
it makes me feel terrible.
cant sleep
what are you going to do?
nothing; go upon living my life.

what do you see for yourself?

schools oh schools...

hates and likes

loves that she has knowledge.

dislikes physics, stupid dumb people

loves: bumblebee & family kickboxing working out

MD

We have no right to ask when sorrow comes, "Why did this happen to me?" unless we ask the same question for every moment of happiness that comes our way.

loving you is like mmmm....

i need a little help

hot yoga

cheers to a new year

all i got to say is
goodluck with studies
you work hard you will get it

you dont work you get, well, nothing!
so let's do it guys!
let's kick ass!!!


goodluck baby with your new owner xo

<3 love, love love.

Here's to baby for a lovely year!

thanks for all the good times and thanks for the experience; baby, i will miss you dearly. my first. my tiburon, my love. cheers

i love you

so believe it!!!

gotta love kickboxing a little more when people ask you for $1450 lower than what you were asking for. hahah can't wait for monday bitches..

i love muay thai LOL.

/quit school to fight in mma!!



hehe


jokes.


:)
cause you're my bestfriend.

muay thai [her experience]

Good day today - I had a day out with the sandwich girls. I appreciate you guys so much - I am not ashamed to say that I love you two. I love you brenda and i love you jenn!! you guys just bring a smile to my face regardless of what kind of mood i am in hahah... thank you.

So we went for sushi at mikados today then we went to chapters. then b left to go sit at home hahhahaha twidling her fingers i suppose.

me and jenn went to search for containers at numerous supermarkets: superstores, home depot(mistake), and walmart. we were basically all over the claireview area for 2 hours ish. we found our babies and we bought some school supplies! wooo hoo!!

THEN ME AND JENN WENT TO FRANK LEE'S! it was good times! hahah - it was fun no doubt; hard at some points and not so hard at some points but seeing that we were noobs, we didnt know what to do. i personally thought i looked like retard with my flailing arms and legs but hey! i had fun!! lots of guys haha and some girls. i was giggling. pretty sure that guy in front of me would have turned around and kicked my ass if hahah frank lee wasnt there. lol. this asian guy said i punch like the guys in kung foo movies -.- LOL he literally demonstrated my tardiness. hahahhaha damn.

I CANT WAIT TO GO BACK! HAHAHAHAHAH and i can get my hand wraps :) :) and tshirt and shorts !!!! :) ahahhahah i wish jenn could come back with me!

yoga tomorrow ?

we will see.


bye guys ♥