A Whole New Beginning

Wow. last night was a blur to me. ahahah i didnt even know what the heck i was saying on stage. but i remember clapping for most of the graduates. wow we did it... we finally walked across the stage... and are proud of what we have done for the last 12 years.
congratulations class of 2009. I wish everyone the best of luck in the future.
as president tracy ho said. stop counting your crayons and start drawing.
you can be whatever you want to be. believe in yourself, work hard, and you know what?
dont compare yourself to others.
ok.
not that much anyway because we all know that isnt really possible. and it is human nature to compete.
but regardless of what others think.
you have to get past that.
ITS YOUR LIFE.
and you only have one life to live so live in the way you dream of it to be.
never let anyone put you down.
it may be hard at times to stand up again after a storm, but you can do it.
life does not put things in your way that you cannot handle. conquer it.
again, my fellow friends, congrats! and good luck, may all your dreams come true.
As for me...


I dont know really what Im doing. It feels like im just wandering. I dont think Im pauline. i think Im just really... I dont know not myself. maybe its the skipping.
-.- yeah im at the library when im supposed to be in class.
i know i know.
but brenda is over there!

sometimes i think I know who I am but it feels like im not that person I want to be.
I knew who I perfectly was. buy now that I think about it... LIFE IS GOING TO BEGIN
and where am i going to be in 5 year? 10 years?
am i going to be the med student I've always dreamed of?
or will i fail...
what if my life depended on this one dream
and that dream got crushed.
one road. and no other alternative road to walk...
what if at the one road... there was no end...
what if I just keep wandering... not knowing what the do with my life.

what would my life be if my dream was shattered into a million of pieces?

sounds profound. very profound...

im scared
because it is MY LIFE. my very existence.

will i be the girl that ive always dreamed of?
sigh... only time can tell.


I know this sounds a little bit odd and depressing but you gotta think about these things because I am done with kid play... im done with holding up and examining my crayons.
i just want to draw my picture...

so remember, when life gets you down, dont let it.

i dont know if itll help, but when i do something courageous,
i listen to
R Kelly - The World's Greatest.

I'm that star up in the sky..
I'm that mountain peak up here...
Yah, I made it.
I'm the world's greatest.

just keep chasing the pavement,
dont give up.
because you will always end up somewhere.

-Pauline Hoang , class of 2009.

COMMENCE

its the moment we ve all been waiting for guys!!

lets walk forward and take a bow for our hard efforts

congrats class of 2009!!

i think kids are getting more and more bad lol
e.x. my brother

s to the tressed.

sssssssssscubjdkfssdfs
i think i should watch some calming greys anatomy

hahhah im starting to think my tv obsessions are not that great hahaha
who we kidding
greys anatomy wooo!! man i dont know which to put first.
lost or greys.
i get more quotes from greys ahahhaha i like their quotes

i wanna be like dr addison sheppard. minus the horrible part

"just gotta get through high school.."


i wonder if life really is like that for surgeons ...
damn.


what i would give to be a surgeon

ILOVEYOU

thanks for the ambitious award

I don’t wanna feel what I felt with the other. Shorty ain’t deserve me, Said I wasn’t worthy First we lock eyes then there was a lovin I ain’t need no drink now, finish the clubbin I ain’t ever wanna be finished with your lovin You made a better me, blind i see My apologizes, if my past in vain that i had you make you mad But the past is, as the past does and the past was Now the future us, more than a crush My dedication that you come strong and I pray that this thing lives on, stay strong Haters hate, still we gonna break arm I love you, this is my dedication


hahahah this evening went nicely
lol good memories
but i was pretty grumpy
but it was nice

a hard wwek

MAN THIS HAS BEEN A LONG WEEK

grad is taking its toll... on my marks.

man. cramming is not great. MAN. jesus frick

just. ugh. i have accomplished the biggest failure of my high school career.

dont ask it will upset you too

as AFOREMENTIONED it has been a long friggen week
UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

anger. stop pissing me off
please

i love
lost

lol.
will work for love-james frauntleroy

i forgive you

U KNOW WHO U ARE!

DENIAL !! 

to be a good writer, i am not going to exploit anyone.

the END

"im not a leader, im a mess.. im a mess"

when you look up at the blue sky, nothing is impossible..
dont give up.

i hate that i feel dumb
=(

megan's second

it was megan's big two year old bash and all the cousins were over at pam's house

hahah i just feel like such a kid when i am with them

they had this blow up tent that you could go inside of

WARNING: holds only 250 lbs

right right hahah i went in anyways along with my other 100 pound cousins :D

we went to the park and ran up and down the hills

went back to pammy's house to eat corn

and then pizza... man i was stuffed. panago pizza ftw. :)

then at the end of the day, bob made a fire in the firepit and we all sat around the fire and talked about our lives

it started out with accomplishments hahahha- my cousins make me laugh

kody: "i got bit by a cat"

jess: "i got honors!"

emily: " im picture perfect"

aunt: "i had pam and megan" awww

and we clapped and gave standing ovations for big accomplishments

hahahah i got a standing ovation

pauline: " about the graduate in a few weeks"

my cousins erupted in applause! thank you thank you

then we went around the fire place and talked about your woes and problems.

then the fire started to diminish and we all went inside

i had a good time

thank you for always making me laugh guys

i love you guys.

happy birthday megan!