to be organic:

bliss

aspire to be the best you are

-yawn- lol

i want to strangle school


did u know that it takes 1000 years for shoes to biodegrade.
ahahha

to feel alive

i want to run with reckless emotion
find out if love is the size of an ocean.

i wanna feel till my heart breaks wide open
i wanna blaze like a fire that is growing..

at least im gunna know what its like to
feel alive.

becki ryan- alive

flicka

Dear Jam,

Greatest honour to have passage into your private mind. (hehe)

babyxfaith@hotmail.com

words.

unspoken words.

i'm sure everyone has experienced this once in their life; where you have something to say but you are afraid to say it. some people live it, living life not saying anything. letting people stomp all over you.

once upon time, i would find peace with this. let them say what they say because in the end, i will come out victorious but now as i grow up, i find myself thinking, screaming... COULD YOU SHUT THE F. UP. you can do rot in the bottom of hell and i hope everything miserable comes flying your way. tearing you apart as if you were just a piece of shi. sometimes i just want to fuc.en take a gun and shoot off someones face. like bloody murder someone on the table. but somehow i contain that.

i smile discreetly and think "I am better than this"

i just want some peace okay. the world can shutup, break down for all i care. but i need peace. i need to find my inner peace again

because without it

i'm nothing

And everytime I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day and I make it through the rain

ZZZZzzzzZZZZzZzZZzZZzZZZZZZzZZZZZzzZZZZZzzzzzz

for now...
all i can do is wait. haha
ag im tired

=) i love sleeping! hm...

hm...

van vilet is alright at 9 haha
tho: I don't really know what to do :)

let us play SQUASH

I need a project. Inner city school kids...

okay. LETS do it

FOURRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

Pauline

Can you relate to these feelings?

Feels like the flowers slowly growing
Feels like a fresh stream of water
Feels like a walk through the lush forest
Feels like when i open my violin case

Feels like the happiness and the warmth of the sun
Feels like writing in your journal after a long day
Feels like walking aimlessly on a warm summer day
Feels like walking on your stilltoes in a nice summer dress, like bliss
Feels like putting my music on the stand


Feels like Rain
Feels like the autum leaves falling sadly to the cold concrete floor
Feels like the brisk air when you go for a walk
Feels like opening your blinds and looking out at the world of fog, unclear
Feels like when i smile when i look out at the church bleachers

Feels like the first snowflake
Feels like the pink sky in the evening
Feels like when you walk out the door with no jacket
Feels like when i end a piece of music.

Hearing my own shoes walk across the olden wood floors