Friday, December 31, 2010

LOL

Today, I was a TA for a history class and the class was taking a test. About halfway through, I noticed one kid had a small piece of paper in his hand. I ran up the row, grabbed his test, and ripped it into four pieces. Then I took the note from him. It said "I believe in you, -Mom." FML

Thursday, December 30, 2010

life couldnt be suckier at the moment . i feel sorry for the girl who is going to end up with my brother.. serously. id rather jump off a cliff

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

kyle benj. >:/

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

i swear i will...

not swear unless absolutely necessary...

its getting out of hand.

my bro has a man crush on this guy named melvin.

"jei whats your gpa? melvin has a 3.6" okay..

"melvin is so smart, his gpa went up"

brandon+melvin= love

Saturday, December 25, 2010

i'll tell you a secret.. if you don't tell

first and foremost: merry christmas.

it seems like i haven't been in good mood lately- that all i've been doing is swearing and swearing... and being ungrateful. perhaps.. it is because I have been a horrible human being lately. i can say with guilt that.. yes.. i have not been breathing. i have been keeping my breath pent up. i don't have an explanation for it. i don't have an answer to why I have been feeling like this... some might say its stress. some might say bitch. maybe pms? or...maybe its when you find yourself caught in between two things that you love - one you have planned your life around and the other you have dreamed about all your life.. thats all i really want to say about that.

so i was sitting around the family table on christmas eve listening to.. lol. my aunts and uncles talk about life in general. Life is full of different kinds of people... capable of doing anything-yes anything. i have this one aunt. all my aunts are fabulous. i told them they should write a book. anyway. aunt lan. shes like the super feminist- shes been married for a while now with 3 kids. wonderful lady. i love her. if you didnt know her well.. yeah.. you might be intimidated by her but.. she is my idol man. but at the same time, she is mad cynical. she works at the mall 8-9 hours a day facing people... just serving food.. and she gets *&FDUFDH@@#* from people. People are sick minded. yeah i caught the contagiousness. but she has so many disgusting inhumane degrading stories just from serving food to people. what is up with people? i dont get it. does it kill you to be nice? does it kill you to just keep what you're thinking to yourself sometimes? who gives YOU the right to make nasty comments? i really.. mind my language here.. i really fucking hate people who think that they are all that.. yeah show off. everyone shows off. but fuck. some people are just sick in the head. im saying this because before you decide to open your big fat trap next time. think again about what you say- words stick. they can make or break someones day. so next time. you fucking decide to open your ignorant son of a bitch mouth. think again. its flipping everyone. yeah.. i guess i have become a cynic myself haha.. my point is... i just want you to next time, be nice, it really makes a difference to the person on the receiving end. words are powerful things. use em wisely hm?

thats a lot i have ranted about. a lot that i have.. unravelled about myself. i feel kinda naked -giggles- kidding. but yeah.. i do find it hard to open up to people nowadays. i dont blame you for calling me frigid or... i dont know hypocritical in a sense but.. this is who i am. this is what im comfortable with telling..

we'll have lunch one day huh? you and me?
alright alright.. haha.. i'll let you get back to your lives..

call me!
-peanut in a peanut shell. aka. pauline :-P

Thursday, December 23, 2010

its about time lol.

Thursday, December 16, 2010

fuck you.

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Saturday, December 11, 2010

i hate fucking mother fucking liars like brandon hoang burn in fucking hell

Thursday, December 9, 2010

fuck you motherfucking phone FUCKING PUK CAN FUCK URSELF U LITTLE BITCH.. FUCKING BITCH ASS NIGGER FUCK HEAD MOTHER FUCKER. BITCH NITCHFUCKEINGDS MARIHEN FUCK URSELF


FUCK U SIM CARD
FUCK U PUK NUMBER
AND MOST OF ALL

FUCK YOU TECHNOLOGY

Sunday, December 5, 2010

okay lets get some shit done.

i dont know why im swearing so much.. haha fuck it.

Friday, December 3, 2010

happy one year pauline :- ) koodoos to me
i feel like i should blog about something epic haha but i have nothing going on that is worth the blogging ha

ohh.... yes i almost died today. haha kyle benjamin decided to pull a hypertension moment on me. i was driving and i hit the brakes and he didnt want to stop and.. yup i turned 90 degrees luckily the bastard decided to stop. oh kyle you always manage to do something crazy with my heart - how can i ever give you up? he gives me butterflies and he is most of the time a reliable man :-) i will always love you kyle, no matter what the shit you do to my heart.

im on a swearing streak as you can see... life is too short not to swear

PEACE OUT MOTHERRFUKKKASSS

kids. i only kids. goodluck with exams friendlies :-)

Thursday, December 2, 2010

i love you dad
thank you for everything

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

thanks :-) sigh