Tuesday, April 26, 2011

smiles

:-) i love you..

we're almost done.. then everything will be okay!

ahhH!! im excited for volunteering...with the fibromyalgia society

love you more and more everyday...

final word.. in the final sentence, you uttered to me was love

Friday, April 22, 2011

April World

the month when the world turns upside down on all my friends and I.

its like we're living in a world of worry, stress, disappointments... you name it - we got it. this world doesn't have sun and blue skies. this world's forecast is always rain and clouds. the only way we can keep from getting wet is from hiding under our umbrellas- always looking down at our feet - to neglect the entire world- hoping that if we do, we can make it through by ourselves quietly and discreetly. the sad yellow raincoat that I wear is for the days to come... the rain will perpetually fall in this world... when it ceases.. we will take these raincoats off.. and throw away our umbrellas -

we will find ourselves.. our friends..our love..

everything will fall into place - we will find ourselves in another world far from this & we will find console with the things that cause us to fret.. & we will find each other and support one another in whatever we endeavour

your friend from under the umbrellas,

pauline

Saturday, April 9, 2011

it's been awhile. switching over to the new gmail system is a hassle for me to get into blogger cause i have to sign out of the ualberta to get here. what a drag.. perhaps i will move over to.. what is it? tumblr? lol we will see how long i can keep up with signing out and stuff. i've been alright. you know the usual. school and being lazy...

life haha. i dont know why but i feel as if this is the first time, i feel lonely. sure, i said that i am an introvert. practically preached it.. but lately... i look at my life and i actually dont have that many friends... its a thought that upsets me a little. i know i brought it on myself haha.. im not outgoing.. i just.. yeah i dont even know. im just writing whatever comes to mind.. chocolate milk haha.. is what came to mind. i feel lonely. its the thought of the day today. but that's okay. i will just start studying.. it will fill the void i feel.

good luck on exams

your friend,
pauline