words.

unspoken words.

i'm sure everyone has experienced this once in their life; where you have something to say but you are afraid to say it. some people live it, living life not saying anything. letting people stomp all over you.

once upon time, i would find peace with this. let them say what they say because in the end, i will come out victorious but now as i grow up, i find myself thinking, screaming... COULD YOU SHUT THE F. UP. you can do rot in the bottom of hell and i hope everything miserable comes flying your way. tearing you apart as if you were just a piece of shi. sometimes i just want to fuc.en take a gun and shoot off someones face. like bloody murder someone on the table. but somehow i contain that.

i smile discreetly and think "I am better than this"

i just want some peace okay. the world can shutup, break down for all i care. but i need peace. i need to find my inner peace again

because without it

i'm nothing

And everytime I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day and I make it through the rain