ever have that feeling... when you are done organizing everything, done thinking about everything, there still seems to be something missing? like you can't complete a puzzle. I've been trying to get ready for university, organizing my things, putting labels on binders, finishing up on errands, making lists, it seems like i'm all ready to go but there is something that I can't quite get over- a feeling.. like i'm not ready and yet I've been waiting for this moment my whole life... maybe i dreamed and fantasized about it so much, that when its actually here... it's something completely different, something that I don't exactly want to endeavor. on the other hand, it also seems like I've become a different person, someone bitter and scared of everything, almost to the point, where im no longer confident in the things i do.
anyway, that's just a babble about my jitters.
i actually have butterflies, seems like im going off to completely different universe or something... haha.. it's just university anyway and i am shocked to say that i am going to miss the familiar faces... i know i know, i said that i wasnt exactly fond of seeing the same people day after day, but its comforting to see a familiar face when you're starting a new journey
i have already started reading some of my psychology book- very interesting
anyway, i don't know how many times i'm going to write in my blog, but i'll stop by once in awhile.
if i dont see you guys much, i hope you guys all have a smooth transition into university life and best of luck with studies-never let anything or anyone take away your dream
its time to start real livin'
your friend,
pauline hoang
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